#SGSD #Confession 1216

mera relationship 5 years se hai ek ladke ke saath (P) ke saath, kehne ko toh woh bus ek relationship​ hi tha but pyaar toh bahut pehle hi khatm ho chuka tha mera uske saath kyuki woh pyaar toh karta tha thora mora but woh bahut hi aggressive tha Mujhe Hurt karta tha aur bahut hi gandi gandi gaaliya deta tha.. mera bus usse saath isliye thi kyuki ek samay woh mujhpe bahut ahsaan kiya tha jab mera financial problems tha, aur jab Mujhe bimaar hua tha toh woh hi medical Ka treatment karwaya tha.. fir mere zindagi me ek ladka aaya (A) kehne ko toh woh Mujhe 2 years chota hai, hum same hi colony ke the, jab usne Mujhe first time baat kiya fir chat hua new new me Mujhe laga hum bus dost bannenge fir dheere dheere Kab ek dusre se itna pyaar hua pata hi nhi chala.. (A) ko mera relationship ke baare me malum tha fir v hum baatein karte the.. Mujhe aisa lagne laga jaisa mein socha tha ki mera life ke koi aisa ho woh sab (A) me tha caring loyalty sab kuch, fir ek din usne Mujhe pucha kya tm mujhse pyaar karti ho kyuki sayad Mujhe lagta hai ki mein tmse Karna laga hoon, aur Jo dil me tha mera woh nikal Gaya YES.., honestly (A) bahut hi acha ladka hai.. fir hum dono saath me date karne lage, hum dono ghumte the bike pe, actually hum dono Ka natural bilkul same tha thora sa sararat, pagalpan, funny aur usse Mujhe Kavi change hone ko nhi kaha balki hum dono ek dusre Ka saath dete the, 1 year kab beet Gaya malum hi nhi hua, mein apna sab gum bhool chuki thi aur bus pagolo ki tarah usse pyaar karne laga aur woh Mujhe Mujhse v double pyaar karta hai… Fir ek din (P) ko pata chal Gaya woh Mujhe gandi gandi gaaliya dene laga, wese (A) ke aane se pehle v meine (P) ko phele hi bahut baar bol chuki thi ki mujhe Chor De mein apse pyaar nhi karti hoon, lekin v woh Mujhe hurt karta tha maarne aur Marne Ka dhamki deta tha mein bahut darti thi aur dar ke saath rehti thi.. but is baar meine himat karke kaha Mujhe apke saath nhi rehna Mujhe (A) se pyaar hai.. woh (A) ko Marne Ka dhamki De rha tha, mein dar gayi fir (A) ne Mujhe kaha tm mat daro Mujhe kuch nhi hoga tm agar pyaar nhi karti ho toh mein tmahara saath hoon, kisi Ka himat nhi tmhe kuch karne Ka aur Mujhe kisi se v dar nhi hai… (A) avi tak mera saath hai aur Mujhse bahut pyaar karta hai.. ab (P) Mujhe emotionally bol rha hai plz wapas aa jao, tm Dono Ka bich Jo v hua mein bhool jaunga mein sudhaar jaunga tmhare liye.. meine apne dost se v consult kiya sab (P) Ka saath deti hai bolti hai woh tmpe bahut aisaan kiya hai, haan ye sach hai Aisaan toh bahut hai but mein usse pyaar nhi karti bus humdardi hai uske liye.. bich bich me aisa feel ho rha hai Mujhe agar (P) ko Chor du toh ye ek selfish hoga kyuki bahut aisaan hai uska mera par pyaar toh avi v (A) se hi karti hoon woh v bahut Jada.. aur saayad utna pyaar kisi se v nhi Kar paungi… (A) ne Mujhese bus itna hi kaha I lop u forever but mein tmhe kisi Ka saath share nhi Kar paunga so agar tm usse fully Chor nhi paa rahi ho toh plz Mujhe Chor do, mein tmhe bilkul kharb nhi paunga aur utna hi respect karonga jitna pehle karta tha.. mein bahut confuse hoon really.. aur (A) bus mera decision Ka wait me hai.. woh bolta hai Jo b decision lo bus make sure tm khush raho uspe… Kyuki usse bus meri khushi hi chahiye..